WOW! I can't believe I'm actually writing a blog!!!!! lol!
But I have A LOT on my mind!
1st I fell in love with JESUS a long time ago. Three years ago to be exact! But since those three years, I've failed him sooooo much! Do I regret it? of course I do. But often times I look back and realize that it made me so much stronger. What would we be able to praise God for if we never went through trials? I recently went through a trial where I was ready to just through in the towel and give up. The Lord had another plan!!!!
We had our anniversary service at church Sunday morning so Sunday night we omitted service. Any time we omit service, I go to another church (Memorial Baptist)! So I went with my little brother and my friend, Angel. The service was getting started when we got there and we sat down and listened. Brother Scott Weaver sang a couple songs and then Sister Brittney McDonald got up and sang "If My People" and she began to sing another song. I don't know what its called so if anybody can help me out with that I would greatly appreciate it!!!! It says I'm gonna find me a doctor, to work on my heart, he'll look past all the bad parts and when the surgery is over, i'll become a new man, and that doctor will become my best friend or something like that! Brittney stopped sing and sat back down and Brother Scott continued to sing it because the Spirit of the Lord was moving!!! So Brittney went up and continued to sing. Then the pastor, Brother Chad Orso, came out and started singing. The Lord really began to move on me. I couldn't hold it back anymore. I was ready to submit and LET GOD BE GOD!!!! Angel looked and saw me praying and asked me to go to the altar with her and I practically ran!!!! After I left the altar, I felt so at peace! Everything fell right back into place. The trial I had been going through was over! And now I have joy unspeakable!!!!!
Now I know that FALLING IN LOVE WITH JESUS WAS DEFINITELY THE BEST THING I EVER DONE!!!!!!!!
I really have my joy back. I know it was just last night that all this happened but it's just been an amazingly great day!!!!!!!!!! :))
...Fear ye not, stand still, and see the salvation of the Lord,...
---- Exodus 14:13
